Tuesday, April 28, 2015

Hills & Fun

Jätk eelmisele postitusele ehk siis, kuidas tasapisi väljuda rõhuvast tundest, mis tasapisi hiilivalt hakkab segama igapäevast elu. Kõige parem rohi enda kogemusest - naer, perekond, sõbrad, reis kodust eemale. Kõige naljakam on see, et samal aja üritan balansseeruda Eesti ja Sloveenia vahel, sest meil on siit hetkel pühad ja kodumaal pole. Tahaks puhata ja juhtme seinast välja tõmmata (peaaegu on õnnestunud), kuid miski koputab õlale ja tuletab meelde, et on vaja teha tööd. 





Last post (sorry I had energy just enough to write it in estonian, but I will try to write a short summary now) I was telling you how the next days after grandmother's death past by. It all happened so suddenly and already it was one day after funeral. Somehow I couldn't aknowledge it to myself and the grief actually came in a shape of depression. My mornings started with just sitting behind coffee cup and staring into emptiness. That was like the maximum I could bring out. Few days ago I told myself to stop it, cause I know that depression is like a grave, looking so shallow, without understanding how deep it can really go. And I didn't want to suddenly wake up and find myself too deep.








Luckily there is no way I can stay alone in my dark thoughts too long having such great people around me. On Monday we buckled up and hit the road to Gorjanci hills, spending a couple of hours walking, enjoying view, taking a rest at Gospodična mountain house and hitting back home. 

I think being happy is a choice and I choose to be happy no matter how much it pains inside sometimes. Also I know that those who left us so suddenly and sometimes too soon, don't want us to spend our days in misery. Therefore I choose to be happy and celebrate life to the fullest. 

Eile ärkasime varem, kui tavaliselt, et pakkida matkakott reisiks Gorjanci mägedesse. Lisaks tuli meiega kaasa Igori tädipoeg Aleksander. Paar tunnikest imekaunis looduses koos vaatega üle tasandiku, kerekosutus Gospodična mägimajakeses oli just see, mida hing vajas. Peale selliseid energiat laadivaid matku on alati nii kosutav tulla tagasi koju. 








4 Responses to “Hills & Fun ”

  1. Kas millalgi tuleb see küsimuste vastuste video ka ? :)

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    1. Jaa.. /vaatab piinlikult maha ja hakkab videot kokku klopsima.. :)

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  2. pärast sellise postituse lugemist tuli endalgi matkaisu peale. tõesti, ülilahedad vaated! ja igasugused vaatetornid ongi mu suured lemmikud. väga kihvtid pildid ka!

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    1. Ma sain selle tripist matkapisiku kaasa, et läheme veel täna kuhugi. :)

      Aitäh!

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